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The Voice!

Yesterday, once again she and the voice flowed, flowed about this flowed about that. This time she was a little less conscious of the words she was choosing to talk to the voice as the system in her is automatically adjusting to that setting where the words are consciously chosen but yes she was faltering at times and then she quickly corrected the words. A few times, unlike other days, she asked him to hear her completely as the voice always continued to say what the voice wanted to and most of the times made it a point that she agreed to the opinion of the voice. There are always these moments when she talks to the voice where she travels back to certain times with the projection of certain images to her brain connected to events (which could have turned to moments). Things that she hated to do, still went ahead to do as she thought the voice would like it and maybe, just maybe this time the voice will be cordial, will talk properly without criticising her that she didn't do this right, she didn't do that right, her this habit was strange, that habit was strange, what example was she setting to others and all. And almost always these conversations happened when they were eating, sometimes she would have painstakingly cooked for the voice (which she never did for anyone) or they were eating outside. Food and sleep are two things that are somewhere very important for everyone, but the voice always chose those times to say all harsh words or the voice went all silent and took to work or book reading even when the voice was at home supposedly resting. Whenever she tried to break that silence, the voice struck back with strongest words or told her that she didn't understand and faced other side and lie down reading a book. She couldn't understand and was confused about everything that the voice had promised her, urged to her, said to her and now it seemed that the voice was hellbent to make every moment for her as hard as possible, every second a nightmare and break her again and again, shattering to pieces. How could the voice be so .........

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